brnin8or

Hey... I'm sorry. Sorry I couldn't be there. I couldn't help you Be okay. I'm sorry You felt alone I thought, perhaps, it wasn't my place. I didn't see you often anymore But you should know I was proud. You did exactly as you wanted But your heart was veiled By dark clouds. It took me several days To process the news. I didn't want to believe it, Didn't want it to be true. I keep thinking of the future All the things you'll never do And I'm trying to appreciate Every experience for you. I had a dream about you, After the services that day. We got to say goodbye, You told me it would be okay. I hope to God it's real I hope you're finally

Her delusions Keep her well Her sanctuary Is anyone's hell. They're dead, she knows, She remembers the fire. In her mind, it still glows, Brighter and brighter. He told her To forget it all To hide his guilt, Their deaths, his fault. She finds out why In Wonderland, Why her world caught fire By greedy hands.. The cat's instructions Show the path To the Red Queen And her merciless wrath. She stands to face them, Real or not, Her enemies she's always fought. Snicker-snack! She leaves them dead, Her Vorpal Blade Stained darkest red Until, at last, It's him she finds, Undaunted by Her failing mind. But Alice needs no Cat or blade His blo

Deepest blue Of dawn approaching I feel the light Of day encroaching Rays of sunlight Burning pain I long for night and Healing rain But still it comes, Wish as I might, Another day As I mourn the night.

Shamelessly raping My innocent trust Viscously smearing Where I could see But never regain What was left Of my feelings, My dignity, Taunting me with perfect lies... For so long I hoped Prayed so hard For a miracle, Any kind of miracle, I found it that last night In that last ounce of strength As I pushed my helplessness aside And dragged my monster from my bed.